||[Dec. 31st, 2012|02:10 am]
I'm a musician moving to bed stuy to be in an indie rap band|
and i'm not even cool enough to be a hipster
what do I do?
It's so cool on the news, but I just want to stand my ground boston ma. a place i feel connected to just because I grew up there and grew to understand the world here. i'll miss Joyce Kulhawik. I'll miss peter Mohegan.
I'm from the Northeast. apparently east coast is not the only place in the united states. I can't even fathom that, I'm a big enough man to admit that.
Someday, I don't know who is clsoe I have difficult with closeness. I have a difficulty with uptightness where I have a sense that most people regard me as either an extremely laid back and not uptight person, and then another group probably views me as an extremely uptight and obssessive person. To sides of the same coin. I have the uptight condition where I can't be uptight about the appropriate things.
I am going to be a prison abolitionist comedian musician environmental sceintist. what the fuck do i do now?
I have to admit this a little bit. I am going to be a musician as a result like what should I do, live my life,, or die.
So here is the thing, you can make a bigger pie. Some listen to music 4 hours a day, they just need something to be playing. They could listen to the same song over and over again, or you could make a song that is so good that they want to listen to that song too. They could listen to your song over and over again, but music is not a zero sum game, they can listen to a variety of songs.
I'll miss the c river